I realize it's been a few weeks since my last post. I've been busy since I've been down here in Florida. I'm teaching lots of dance classes, trying to manage the dance studio remotely, and enjoying the beautiful weather. I've spent a lot of time sitting on the beach. :)
Natalie, Jason and Josh are coming down on Friday for a four day weekend. Yep, Josh is coming too! We've been emailing each other a lot the past few weeks. Checking email has become a whole new experience. All I want is to see his name in my inbox. I know that sounds silly after all that we've been through, but I'm just so happy that we're communicating again. I am so excited to see him!
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
I'm in Florida and I'm all settled in. I guess I'm glad to be here. It's hard to say. Last week ended on a crazy note. Thursday night I got a call from one of the bartenders at Angelo's and he told me that Josh was there and was sick and doubled over in pain.
I went over to see if he was okay and he didn't look good at all. I wanted to take him to the hospital, but he insisted that I take him home. We got in the car and started to head towards his house, but I just had a bad feeling about it so I turned around and took him to the Emergency Room.
It's a good thing I did. He had a severe case of appendicitis. They had to do surgery to remove it. I called his parents and they came and sat with me in the waiting room. I was freaked out. Something didn't feel right and I found out later that his blood pressure was all messed up during the surgery. Then I was completely freaked out.
When I finally got to see him in recovery I just started talking. I told him everything. I told him about the letters and how I love him and how I want him back. I told him how when I picture my life he's in all the pictures...wedding pictures, first home pictures, baby pictures, the whole nine yards. He was, however, unconscious so he heard none of it.
I did go back to the hospital again later when he was awake and we had a good talk. I found out that he and Chelsie broke up a few weeks ago, but I couldn't bring myself to profess my love again.
Anyway, we have been emailing each other back and forth this week, and it feels good to talk to him again. I feel like he's finally back in my life and I'm a thousand miles away. It's amazing that miles keep coming between us, but it makes it a little easier when I look out my room at the beach and ocean. At least I'm not the one stuck at home this time. It's definitely easier being the way who is away.
I went over to see if he was okay and he didn't look good at all. I wanted to take him to the hospital, but he insisted that I take him home. We got in the car and started to head towards his house, but I just had a bad feeling about it so I turned around and took him to the Emergency Room.
It's a good thing I did. He had a severe case of appendicitis. They had to do surgery to remove it. I called his parents and they came and sat with me in the waiting room. I was freaked out. Something didn't feel right and I found out later that his blood pressure was all messed up during the surgery. Then I was completely freaked out.
When I finally got to see him in recovery I just started talking. I told him everything. I told him about the letters and how I love him and how I want him back. I told him how when I picture my life he's in all the pictures...wedding pictures, first home pictures, baby pictures, the whole nine yards. He was, however, unconscious so he heard none of it.
I did go back to the hospital again later when he was awake and we had a good talk. I found out that he and Chelsie broke up a few weeks ago, but I couldn't bring myself to profess my love again.
Anyway, we have been emailing each other back and forth this week, and it feels good to talk to him again. I feel like he's finally back in my life and I'm a thousand miles away. It's amazing that miles keep coming between us, but it makes it a little easier when I look out my room at the beach and ocean. At least I'm not the one stuck at home this time. It's definitely easier being the way who is away.
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