I know it's been a while. I got back from Florida for a few weeks ago and I've been playing catch up at the dance studio ever since. I don't think I ever really considered how time consuming owning my own studio would be. I guess I always thought people who were self-employeed could just kind of do their own thing. I have no time for anything but work. Even when I was in Florida, working like crazy down there, I'd go back to my room at night and do work for the studio. It was kind of a relief to get back home.

So...I'm sure you're wondering what happened when Josh came to Florida to visit. We had a good time. We talked and I was really glad to have him back in my life. When I got home he picked me up at the airport and we were hanging out a bit. I thought we might be getting back on track, but then I found out that when we were apart he had slept with someone else. I know that he was totally free to do that, but I was crushed. I guess I just thought it would always be just him and me...I know, it sounds stupid, but I'm hurt.

I ended up telling him I need space. I need to process things. I'm not mad at him. I know he did nothing wrong. I just need to get over my disappointment.

So that is where things are at now. This week is our dance recital so I'm pretty busy. I've got lots of things to think about and work on now.