I am so mad right now. I got back to work today and found out that Paula had hired Nancy to work at the swim club. Now I have to deal with Paula and Nancy - who just happened to take her dandy ol' time saying hi to Josh this morning. Grr...I'm in such a bad mood. I had a talk with Henry about it but he wasn't very sympathetic. Then I was venting to Josh and he wasn't sympathetic either. I am so angry with him right now.

Today hasn't been fun. Last night I kind of freaked out because I was missing Josh so I called him. I wanted him to come over for a little while but he was doing something with his family. I kind of got mad at him and yelled at him over the phone. I know, it was childish. Very embarrassing.

He didn't say anything about it this morning so I just pretended nothing happened but when he didn't agree with me about how horrible it is going to be working with Nancy, it just set me off again. He's probably still at work talking to that little succubus right now.

And Henry - he's always on my side! But not this time. He thinks I'm being ridiculous - but that girl kept me and Josh apart for months with her lies and her schemes. I'm so tired of always fighting for him. Why do these other girls keep moving in and thinking they can come between us? I've had it.