I'm back in Pennsylvania for the weekend. I got in last night. It's nice to be here with Aunt Lu. It is strange not to have the Anderson's next door. It's really weird, but I'm picking Josh up at the airport tonight so it won't be long before I see him. I haven't seen him since the funeral so I'm anxious for him to get here.

I know I haven't posted that much through this whole ordeal. Usually I have no problem sharing stuff, but I guess I've needed to process this by myself. Most people don't have to deal with the death of a parent until later in life, and since I had no support from my mom it was extra hard. Things are settling down though. It's still hard. I miss my father and think about him all the time, but I'm not as raw as I was when it happened.

I'm still figuring out what I'm doing next semester. Josh still wants me to move to Nashville, but I'm not sure. I want to be with him, but right now things are so up in the air. The times that we've seen each other over the past few months, we have definitely been couple-like - but we haven't really talked about it. Rather, we just fell back into being a couple and I just feel some need for clarification. I don't want to move to Tennessee and find out that we're not on the same page. I think we are, but I need to know for sure.

Anyway, I should get going. Molly will be stopping by soon and we're going to catch up.