I know it's been awhile. I've been getting used to my new schedule. I'm doing my internship at the dance studio and taking dance classes in New York with JD. This new schedule is pretty crazy but I'm enjoying it. It's keeping me busy so I'm not sitting around feeling bad about things with Josh.

I've been spending time with Mark. I thought I was just trying to help him cope with the loss of his father, but I've found it to be very therapeutic for me as well. There is finally someone who knows what I was going through, and talking to him about it has really helped me a lot.

I've pretty much moved back in with Aunt Lu. I'm spending the majority of my time in Pennsylvania now so it makes sense. JD and I drive back from the train station together after our dance lessons so there's no need for me to stay in New Jersey. It's kind of nice being with Aunt Lu again. She makes dinner every night and I don't have to worry about her being lonely. I still feel sad occasionally when I look out the window at Josh's old room, but I remind myself that he's not there anymore and that time is in the past. I can't keep wasting my time on it.

Well, that's all for now. I will try to get back to posting more regularly.