As I get closer to Natalie's wedding, I have to admit that marriage is on the brain a lot more than usual. Especially since Josh made the comment about his dream wedding making me his wife. We haven't really talked specifically about marriage since then, but we have talked about the future. Things like, "how many kids do you want?" or "what kind of house do you want to live in?"

We were also talking about the fact that he goes out to California during the summers. I brought it up last night and he said, "If the opportunity for me to go arises, we will talk about it." I was kind of surprised and said, "You mean I get a say?" He said, "Of course you get a say." This made me very happy - much different from when we were younger and he would just tell me that he was going somewhere for x amount of time. Now I get a say. He also said, "And I'm not going unless you go with me."

I guess we can have a grown up relationship. :)