Not much going on this week...just waiting for the weekend to come. I'm so excited for the chance to spend some time with Josh...!

Molly is bringing Greg with her. The only problem is that they haven't been getting along that well so we'll see what happens. I wish she would dump Greg and go out with Alex. Unfortunately, he won't be with us this weekend because he has a trip to Montreal for his French class.

Lindsay and Jennifer are coming though, along with Kelly and Jason, Lauren and one of her friends, Josh and three of his friends from NY. I hope that Molly and Jennifer don't kill each other. Things between them seem to have cooled down a bit though. I'm more worried about Molly and Greg. They are just not right for each other. She only likes him because he's hot. He only likes her because she's popular. After you get past the superficial common ground there's nothing left.

Then there's me and Josh. We have tons of common ground, the chemistry is enough to knock me out, and we're not together. It's just not right. I can't imagine that he doesn't feel it when we're together - it's like there's extra energy floating around us. I feel so alive and aware of everything and yet he's the only thing I notice. Is that weird?

Molly and I went to Starbucks last night and she gave me a lot of insight into Josh Anderson. She told me (which I already knew) that a lot of girls like him. She said that before he dated Kelly, he dated a lot of girls. Molly says that Kelly's the one that got him to settle down and it broke his heart when she left him to date his best friend, Jason. (I'm still amazed that Josh forgave Jason and that they're still friends!) Molly said that even though he dated a lot, he was never a "player" type of guy. He just went out with the girls who liked him, and he just doesn't do that anymore. Molly said whenever he dates someone she turns out to be horrible - like Wendy from this summer. She said he's probably scared and is waiting for a special girl.

He deserves a special girl. He's the most truly genuine person I've ever met. I think that's why so many girls like him. He makes everyone he comes in contact with feel special. I just wish that I could be the really special girl who makes him feel special.