It's been a crazy week. Last Friday I found out that both Molly and I were nominated for the Homecoming Court. Most girls would love this but not me. I just feel a lot of pressure with the whole thing. I don't want to feel like I'm competing with my best friend for starters; and secondly, Josh has escorted the winning girl every year since he was a junior in high school. That puts a lot of pressure on me. I don't want to be the first loser. :(

He thinks I'm being ridiculous. He said he could care less if I'm Homecoming Queen but I don't want him to think of me as a loser. We kept discussing this last weekend at the cabin and I think he was ready to scream. He wants to be supportive but I know I was driving him crazy.

Tonight I'm hanging out with Molly and Kim. We're having a girl's night. Tomorrow I'm going to craft shows with Aunt Lu and then tomorrow night is the dance. Josh isn't coming home until tomorrow. He was asked to fill in for the keyboard player of some band tonight. It's extra money so he wanted to do it.

That's all for now. Dreading tomorrow night. Pray that I'm not too embarrassed by the whole homecoming court thing!