I want the holiday break to get here NOW! I have no patience at all. I'm ready for a break and I'm ready for Josh to be home for more than two days. It's going to be so nice to have him around. We have plans for next week to do things during the week. We never get to do things during the week. It will be so nice...

So Lindsay is home and we ran into Henry the other day. They really hit it off. I saw them together and I just couldn't help but think how great they would be together. I don't know why I never thought of it before. Not that it matters. Lindsay just has no interest in dating. I don't know if she thinks it's out of respect for James or if she doesn't want to get emotionally attached to someone after losing James. I just wish she'd give herself permission to be happy again.

So this guy, Derek keeps bothering me. All of a sudden he's everywhere I am. He's always around. And he's friends with Nick so that makes it worse. After my "marriage" to Nick I feel really uncomfortable around him. I just want to know why he's always around. It's so weird!