Ugh... my mom wants me to go down to Florida the day after Christmas and stay there until New Years. She's laying the guilt on really thick too. :(

I want to stay here but Aunt Lu is going to be visiting her sister that weekend so it seems like my choices are Florida or upstate Pennsylvania. Neither appeals to me. I want to spend New Years Eve with Josh. They say the person you kiss at midnight is the person you spend the rest of the year with...

But none of that matters because he hasn't even mentioned New Years Eve. I don't know if he plans to spend it with me or do something else. Last year he was skiing with Keith that week, and his friends were talking about doing the Time Square thing when I was in NY over the weekend. For all I know he's doing something with one of his friends. I know I should just ask him, but I feel weird about it for some reason. I keep singing that song "What Are You Doing New Years Eve?" in my head.

I hate holidays like this. They put so much pressure on people to have something cool to do. Not to mention that people come up with their stupid resolutions that they have completely forgotten about by February. I'm like the Grinch of New Years...

But I have to say that if I go to Florida, I know I'll have parties to go to because Natalie always has a big New Years Eve bash at her house. What to do... what to do... I really should just talk to Josh.