Last night was relaxing. Josh and I walked into town for ice cream. It seems like life got so busy and hectic and like the summer has just gotten away from us. It was nice to step back and do something that's easy and fun. It kind of reminded me of the summer before we started dating when we'd walk in to town together. Things were complicated then, but somehow easy at the same time.

Anyway last night we talked about school. I was telling him about how Molly and Natalie both want to room with me and how I'm feeling pressured by it all. I haven't really thought about it or talked about it. I guess I was afraid that if I put it out there I'd have to deal with it, but it felt good to bounce ideas off of someone and I think I came up with a solution. I'm going to make Molly and Natalie room together and I'll room with the unknown roommate. That way no one gets me. I think it's the only fair thing to do. Josh thought it was a good idea.

When we got back to his house we got a blanket and cuddled under it on the hammock in the Anderson's back yard. I wish this summer would last longer. I want more nights like that. I want simple evenings in Josh's arms. I'm just so worried that once school starts life is going to get really complicated and I'm going to wish I had gone to Columbia or NYU to be closer to him. But there's no turning back now.