I can't wait to get this week started. I want to get to next Saturday as quickly as possible. I am so wound up right now. I just want to get to Florida so that I can get back and see Josh waiting for me at the airport. I think the hardest part will be knowing that he's home and I'm stuck down there. I'm afraid I'm going to go out of my mind wishing I were in Pennsylvania.

I just can't wait. I've gotten over being freaked out and now I'm just going crazy with anticipation. I'm sure I seem a broken record, but I've been missing him so much and waiting for him to get home for what feels like forever. I am just so happy that he will be here in a few days.

I keep thinking about how things were in August. I'm not going to pretend it was perfect, but when it was good, it was really good. I was so spellbound when I was in his presence. And then before things could really get started, he had to leave. I just want him back here so we can pick things up where we left off...

Six days to go. How am I ever going to get through this week?