Less than 3 days...how am I ever going to make it? These last few days feel longer than the last few months. Josh and I have been emailing each other all day. I can tell he's eager to get home. I just wish the waiting were over. So much waiting... I can't stand it.

I'm going to Pennsylvania tonight to hang out with Aunt Lu. We're going to go out for dinner. It should keep my mind off of things. I need a distraction. The party planning isn't good enough. I keep thinking, "this party would be so much better if Josh were here."

Lauren is going to come Friday night and spend the night with us. I think she's hoping that Alex will be there, but he went back to Connecticut and I'm not sure if he's going to be down in time for the party on Friday. I called him and made a case for why he should come - after all, I understand the way Lauren feels - but I'm not sure that it made much difference. He said he has things to do and will try to make it.

I learned from Natalie yesterday that I'm a freak because I dance around the house and because I count out the dance timing when I listen to songs. I actually never realized that I do it, but I'll hear a song and wonder what dance it is and I'll start counting out the dance rhythm: "2-3-Cha-Cha-Cha" - I guess it's weird. Okay, it's definitely a little weird, but I can't be the only dancer out there that does it.

Anyway, random ramblings are taking over the blog so I'll sign off. I have to get ready to drive over to Aunt Lu's. More soon...