I am counting down the minutes until my trip to Punxsutawney. I just need a change of scenery. We're going to leave Friday afternoon and drive to State College to have dinner with Lindsay and Terry. Then it's on to the hotel, and my adventures in groundhog land.

I called Josh earlier and told him to stop by when he gets home tonight. I know it will be late but I want to see him. He told me I'll probably be asleep when he gets home. He told me to light a candle and stick in the window if I want him to stop over, if not he'll know I went to sleep. I told him to expect to see the candle lit. I know it's only been since Sunday but I miss him for some reason.

I can't explain it but I've felt uneasy the past few days. It's not about Josh, I know that, but I can't pinpoint what it's about. Maybe the dance competition or my lack of time. This is my only night free this week. It's just draining. I guess I just want to see him because things always feel better when he's around.

Well, enough rambling. I need to eat dinner and do some studying while I have the time.