Why on earth did I take two summer classes this session? Remind me not to take advise from a psychic. I don't know what I was thinking. Why would I make a decision like this based on what a psychic tells me in a supermarket?

I miss the swim club. I miss having time to think. These classes are killing me. I just keep reminding myself that it's almost over and then I'll have summer. The only problem is that I won't have Josh. He'll be gone by then.

The reality of it is starting to hit me. I can't believe he's leaving again. I feel like he's always leaving and I'm always waiting. I hate it. But at the same time, how can I deny him the opportunity to make his dreams come true? It would be cruel to keep someone from their dreams. I love him too much to do that to him.

I'm sure the dance competition will take my mind off of things. I'll be so busy competing that I won't have much time to do anything else. Of course, I have to be paired with a good partner in order to stay in the competition. I hope Mona pairs me up with someone good. I have a feeling I will need the diversion so that I don't sit here pining for Josh all summer.