I've been meaning to post all week, and yet the week got away from me faster than I imagined. I talked to Josh the other night. He called to tell me that he's going to be at Mona and Angelo's wedding. In fact, I'm meeting up with him tonight at Starbucks for a quick get together.

I keep trying to remind myself that it's just a quick meeting. This isn't some big reunion, and there is no chance of us being together again. Natalie thinks I'm setting myself up for heartbreak. She thinks that seeing him will set me back, but I'd see him at the wedding anyway so I think it would be better to get the initial meeting out of the way. I just hope that Nat isn't right. I want to see Josh, but I know my heart and I know that I get weak around him. I have to be smart about this.