Busy, busy, busy! I've been trying to juggle a lot the past week. We have our holiday show at the dance studio this weekend so I've been helping get ready and rehearsing. Josh got in to town Saturday night. I had dinner with him and his parents that night and then went up to New York with him on Sunday. The hotel they've got him staying in is s-w-e-e-t! I'm really jealous! On top of all of that, this is my last week of classes and I'm trying to study for my finals and get papers done so that I can hang out with Josh this weekend. It's been crazy but fun.

Well...mostly fun. I guess the studying and paper writing hasn't been that great. The good news is that I only have two finals so that makes things easier. Sunday was a lot of fun. Josh and I went to Rockefeller Plaza to check out the Christmas Tree. I love going there. There's just something magical about New York at Christmas time. I love the hustle and bustle of the city and the Christmas lights and the windows of all the department stores. I'm thinking of going up after my classes tomorrow to walk around and enjoy the city before I meet up with Josh for dinner. I actually contemplated going last night too, but Lauren was meeting Josh for dinner and I didn't want to disrupt.

Things are also still weird between me and Lauren. They are weird between Josh and Lauren too but he's working on it. I hate this, but I just feel so weird about the whole thing. Alex keeps trying to make things better but I think only time will do that. I love Lauren like a sister and her family feels like my family. I don't want to lose my relationship with her. I just need time I guess.

Well, that's all for now. I have put the finishing touches on my paper that I have to turn in tonight and then I can focus on finals.