I'm trying to steer clear of Josh. It's best that I stay away from him. He is my boss for the next few weeks and I don't want to get all mad at him over his lack of participation in the All Star performance. I'm just bummed. I told JD and Mona about this great idea I had for the "Billie Jean" portion of the MJ Tribute and it requires a leading man. Josh is really the only male dancer we've had that can pull of a performance that big. There are other dancers who are technically sound, but I really wanted someone with a big stage presence to dance with me. I guess without even consciously thinking about it, I pictured that someone being Josh.

Well, I'm just going to have to get over that. It's not happening. I'm trying to focus on what is happening. I'm focused on Raj. The Waltz is coming along beautifully. I'm not worried at all. In fact, he's learning so fast that we're going to start rehearsing our second dance (the Jive) so that he's ready for week 2. I'm also working with Mark on our Cha Cha to "Mercy." That is one of my most favorite dances that I've ever done so it's nice to relive it. And it's nice to be getting along with Mark again. I really care about him, even if it's just in a friendship sort of way.

I got the low down on the Lauren and Alex break up. He graduated a few weeks ago and decided he wants to live here in Pennsylvania. Lauren freaked out because she has two more years of school in Connecticut and she moved up there to be with him. I guess she was expecting him to stay there. He's not so she gave him an ultimatum and he didn't take it. They are both furious with each other. It's really not good. Lucky for Alex, Aunt Lu is going to let him stay with her until he gets a job and finds a place of his own.

Well, time for a quick dinner and then it's off to dance rehearsal!