I've been having computer issues this week and I haven't gotten to the library until now. No worries though, Alex's friend came over last night and worked on my computer. It should be up and running tonight.

Anyway, let me catch you up...

Friday night, out with Dave. We had a really good time, and he kissed me! We're going on a "date" Saturday night. The only thing is, I can't get Josh off my mind. Is it right to date Dave if I'm still thinking about Josh?

It's so annoying. Every time I think I'm ready to forget about Josh I end up having an encounter with him that makes my heart soar. Take Saturday for example. It was my first day at the swim club. I was working in the snack bar and I was getting napkins out of the back room. Josh had walked behind the counter to get a cup of ice and as I was walking out of the back room I slipped on some water. Josh managed to catch me before I fell. I found myself standing there with his hands holding me up, looking into those amazing blue eyes. I couldn't stop thinking about it the rest of the day.

By Monday night I had talked myself out of Josh and into Dave. The problem? That night I had a dream about Josh. I can't remember all of it, but I remember that Josh and I were in the pool together and we were splashing each other. Somehow we ended up kissing. Now I can't get the dream out of my head! All I can think about is how amazing I felt in that dream and how much I wish it were real.

Am I kidding myself? Can I really date Dave when I so obviously want Josh?

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