It's been a busy day. Aunt Lu got me up early and we went shopping for some back to school things. I hate to admit it but her music is starting to grow on me a little. She had some song on about how the singer feels like a fool to have fallen in love and how love is not for her. I guess that's how I'm feeling right now. The next song was something like, "everytime we say good-bye I die a little." I can't believe how much I relate to these old songs. Who would've thunk it?

After my morning with Aunt Lu, I went to lunch with Jennifer and Lindsay. Jen had a great summer in LA and met a guy there that she's crazy about - good for me since she won't be thinking about Josh anymore. Lindsay also seemed happier with Jennifer around so I guess it's good that Jen is back.

Not too much else going on. Just the usual...me wishing with all my heart that Josh was still here. I guess that just shows how selfish I am. Shouldn't I want him to be in New York if that's where he wants to be? I'm so torn. I want him to be up there and happy because that's what he wants, and yet, so much of me wants him here so that I can see him. Will I ever get over this guy?