I think Lauren is planning some scheme to get back at this Greg guy for writing on her notebook. Every time I passed her in the hallway at school today she looked like she was up to something. I think Greg woke a sleeping giant with Lauren. I think she's been annoyed for awhile now. Ever since last year when she had a confrontation with this girl, Dana, who is a big bully. Dana spread a bunch of rumors about Lauren and tried to beat her up after school. She would have too if I hadn't been walking home from the library that day. I happened to see it and intervened. That was the day I first got to know Lauren. Incidentally, Dana's older sister is Nancy. Ironic, isn't it?

Josh picked me up from school today for my driving lesson but I ended up not driving. Aunt Lu called and informed me that I wasn't to drive in this weather. It was only raining but I think she was afraid it would be icy.

Josh suggested that we at least use the time constructively. I agreed, however, my idea of using the time constructively was different than his. I was thinking we could make out, he was thinking we could send out the evite to Molly's birthday party. Jeez, am I like weird or something? I'm like a guy! I wanted to make out! As we drove home I kept thinking about what Molly always says, "Go out before you make out." She says that Rules Girls don't hook up. They expect dates and wooing. She's right! I need to get my head together and my hormones in check.

Anyway, we went to my house. Josh's mom won't let him have girls in his room, but Aunt Lu was okay with me having Josh in my room as long as we kept the door open. It was kind of weird having Josh in my room. Especially since last night I was writing: "Josh and Nicole" and "Nicole and Josh" and "Mrs. Nicole Anderson" on little pieces of paper and surrounding them with hearts. I know, pathetic. I'm just thanking God that Aunt Lu cleaned out my trash can this morning!

It took us about an hour an half but we got the evite sent. I can't wait to see who all is coming. I just hope everyone keeps it a secret.

Before Josh left he mentioned that it's been exactly a year since we met. I can't believe he remembers that! Last year at this time I was starting my first day at school here in Pennsylvania. It seems like a lifetime ago.