It's only been two days and already I miss Josh.

Molly and I were talking this afternoon. I told her that I wasn't sure I could even date Josh if he was interested in me because he lives in New York. I just miss him so much as it is. Wouldn't it make me miss him that much more if we were dating? But she pointed out that summer is almost here and he'll be back for a few months. And then she laughed and said, "Who are we kidding? A hundred mile distance isn't going to keep you from Josh!"

She's right. It probably wouldn't, but it does worry me a bit. I should just stop worrying about it. If things head in that direction, we'll have the summer to build a relationship before he goes back to New York. And New York is so close: a quick train ride to Princeton and then 40 minutes in the car back to Pennsylvania. He'd be home in less than 2 hours.

Maybe I shouldn't plan out our relationship before I figure out if there's going to be one. I still don't understand what's holding him back. And it's now obvious that something has held him back. But what? And why? It's so frustrating!