I went to the library tonight to study and saw Josh there. He was there studying too. I wanted to sit with him so badly but we knew we wouldn't get any work done so I made a point to sit on the other side of the library from him.

Around eight o'clock he came over to my table and said he was taking a study break. Alex happened to show up around that time and sat down with me. Josh asked us to grab a slice of pizza with him after the library closed so at nine we left the library and went into town for a snack.

It was the first time we'd hung out together in almost a month so I was glad to have Alex along as a security blanket. We had a good time though and it was nice being with him. I just can't wait until school is out so I can see if this really is going somewhere or if "he's just not that into me."