Lindsay's party was so much fun yesterday! I was dancing with Brett (my five year old cousin, not Lauren's ex) when Josh arrived. He asked Brett if he could cut in and pulled me into his arms and told me I looked fantastic. It got the party started off right for me. ;) I think I was grinning from ear to ear the rest of the day.

The party also gave me an opportunity to talk to Aunt Lu's sister and I got to meet some other distant relatives that I didn't know. It was cool. Aunt Lu's sister told me all about my grandmother and grandfather. My mom and Uncle Bill don't talk about them much so it was neat to learn about them.

Uncle Bill set up a volleyball net so all of the younger people played a game.

At the end of the day Josh gave me a big hug and kissed my cheek before he left. I know I must have looked like a love sick fool because I closed my eyes when he kissed my cheek and sort of leaned into it. I can't help it. I just love being close to him.

Last night Molly came over after having dinner with her father for Father's Day. She helped me pick out an outfit for today. It's my big date with Josh! I still can't believe it's real, that it's happening. We're leaving here at 1:00 and going to the beach house that Lindsay, Jennifer and Terry with some of his friends for senior week. We're going to stay there until dinner time and then head over to the boardwalk for our date. We're going to have dinner and then hang out on the boardwalk for a while. I should probably start getting ready. I want everything to be perfect today.