I know it's been almost two weeks. But it's summer and I've been busy! :)

Last week I was in Tennessee visiting the grandparents. My parents were there as well. My dad was on good behavior since we were visiting his family. Figures.

I missed Josh like crazy the whole time I was there. Molly called me on Friday night and told me that he missed me too, so that's a plus. :) I was counting down the minutes until I got home the whole time I was there.

When I got to the Philadelphia airport on Saturday I was itching to get home. I was on the escalator down to the baggage claim and I saw him standing there waiting for me! I practically squealed when I saw him. I ran into his arms the minute I got to the bottom. So much for playing things cool. He had convinced Aunt Lu to let him pick me up. It was probably better that way since her hip is still bothering her and it's hard for her to drive more than a few minutes.

Things have been really good since I got home. We've been together every day. Things are exactly the way I imaged. The only problem is that I'm afraid that I'm falling faster and harder than he is. Every night when he kisses me good night, I'm so afraid I'm going to confess how deeply I feel. I can feel the words waiting in my throat to come out and I don't want to say them. I don't want to scare him off. I don't want to ruin things. So for now, I'm keeping quiet.

This year the swim club is doing a bachelorette auction instead of a bachelor auction. Henry wants me to do it but I feel weird because of Josh. I don't want to go out with some random guy when I already have the most amazing guy ever!