I spent the morning at the swim club helping Henry clean up the place. The weather here is absolutely dreadful so the place was completely dead.

Josh is up in New York until Saturday moving into his room. This whole starting school thing is finally happening. Tomorrow we move into our rooms. It should be interesting. I told Molly and Natalie that they are going to have to share a room since I can't decide between the two of them. Neither of them are particularly happy about it but I think they both know it was the only fair solution. I just hope I don't get stuck with some weird girl.

Aunt Lu, Uncle Bill and Aunt Linda are taking me out to dinner tonight to celebrate my birthday. My birthday is actually on Monday but I'll be in New Jersey so we decided to do the family thing tonight. It should be a nice relaxing evening. I need something low key so that I'll be ready for tomorrow.

I don't know why I'm so nervous. I'll have Molly and Natalie there with me...I guess the fact that they are arguing over me is adding to the stress. I keep telling myself that it will all be okay but I'm scared of starting all over again. I'm just afraid that everything will change and not in a good way.

Okay, no more negative thoughts. I've got to stay positive. Everything will be fine. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.