I had a frustrating weekend. Well, Saturday night and Sunday... I went up to the city on Saturday to see Josh. His friends were playing so we went to hear them. Keith, Jen and Laura were all there and Laura kept hanging around Josh the whole night. She was giggly and flushed around him like on the camping trip. I don't like it.

Then Jennifer, Laura and I were talking about Jen's crush - a guy who has a girlfriend - and Laura was encouraging her to try to break them up! I was furious. I can't believe she thinks it's okay to break up a relationship! Is that her plan for me and Josh?

So I told Josh that I wasn't happy about this girl's attitude and we got into a huge fight. We were outside of the dorm, in the freezing cold, in the middle of the night arguing. It was not good.

He thinks I don't spend enough time with him. He doesn't like that I spend so much time with Jordan. I tried to explain that it's not about Jordan - it's about dancing but Josh doesn't get it. I told him that Jordan and I are dance partners - that's it. His response was that he and Laura are just friends - that's it.

We finally went to sleep around 3 a.m. but I was still angry and the fight just continued on Sunday morning. I finally decided that I wasn't going to keep going over it so I came home. We haven't spoken since, and I don't feel like I owe him any apology or anything else. I saw first hand the way that girl operates and instead of talking to me about it, he turns the whole thing around and makes it about Jordan - a guy who has shown no interest in me whatsoever! Grrr... I am so mad right now. He better call soon and apologize or I am so done with him. Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!