I'm feeling pulled in so many different directions right now. Everyone wants a piece of my time and I just don't have it to give. I am so busy rehearsing and trying to do a good job in my classes that I just don't have any time to spare. Molly and Natalie give me a hard time and now Josh is unhappy with me too. It's so disappointing. I thought Josh of all people would understand why I need to dedicate myself to my craft. He spends hours a day with his piano!

I'm so frustrated. All of these people in my life not getting along and not supporting me is just becoming too much. I'm tired of everyone fighting. I'm actually going home to Pennsylvania for the night because I need to get away for a little while. I'm just going to hide out there until tomorrow morning. I can study and get away from all the drama. Maybe I'll even squeeze in tonight's episode of "Dancing With The Stars."

Well, I should log off. I want to stop at the library before heading back to PA.