So Josh finally called last night. I know I could have called him but I was being stubborn and I felt like I deserved an apology. That’s not exactly what I got. He was basically like, “I guess we’ll have to agree to disagree.” I know he wants to make up but he didn’t apologize and I deserve that. Nothing has pointed towards Jordan having feelings for me, and yet, all signs point to Laura being after Josh. She even told Jennifer that it’s okay to go after another girl’s boyfriend. I’m getting angry all over again.

Josh and I aren’t seeing eye to eye on this at all and it’s really disappointing. I thought he was supposed to be on my side, but instead he’s defending Laura! And then throwing out these wild accusations about Jordan.

What am I supposed to do? Should I forget my love of dancing because Josh feels threatened by my dance partner? It doesn’t seem right. Jordan is nothing but professional. He has never once suggested anything that would lead me to believe he wants more than a dancing relationship. I think Josh is grasping at straws because he doesn’t want to be wrong. I just don’t know how to handle it.