It's been a hectic week. Natalie's car was stolen last night. She's been a wreck all day. Her mom is flying up this weekend to help her get a new car if it hasn't been recovered. This happened in Philadelphia so we're pretty sure that it won't be recovered. Lucky for Nat, her debate partner, Andy was nice enough to drive down to Philadelphia and help her fill out the report. I think it would be really nice if she gave him a chance to be more than friends (hint, hint, Nat, if you're reading this!).

In addition to the stolen car, Amanda has decided to move in with us. She hates her roommate and her ex has been seen hanging around outside of her dorm. She wants to get away from them and Natalie figured it would help with living expenses to have a fourth roommate. Amanda's going to take my room and I'm going to take the room in the basement. I'll have more privacy, it's bigger and it walks right outside at ground level so I think it will be nice. It's just going to be a pain moving all of my stuff - especially since the person mostly likely to help me is in England.

Speaking of Josh, he's back in England. I was up half the night on Monday worried about him, but he got there safe and sound. Just a little over three weeks until he's home for good. I can't wait! Josh told me that Kelly invited us to spend New Years at her aunt's cabin in the Poconos. He asked if I wanted to go. I'm kind of iffy about it but at least I know he wants to spend New Years with me. I think of all the New Years in the past where I've needlessly worried about whether or not he wants to be with me, always to find out that he does. This time there are no worries.

I just have a good feeling. Things seem more right than they ever have before. It's not that I love him more than I did before, because I've always loved him, but the way things are falling into place seems better. I don't know, I don't want to get my hopes up, but at the same time I can't deny how right everything feels. I just keep thinking about us sitting in the restaurant Saturday night smiling at each other and I know I haven't smiled like that in a really long time. We were both just so happy - just pure happiness. It's so rare. I think I'm a generally happy person, but not like that. This was intense happiness.

Okay, I'm rambling. Rambling but hopeful, and excited. Excited because in three weeks I'll get to be with the one I love...