I am raging mad. You really would have to read Natalie's blog to understand why. I know she wrote it to clue me in without actually telling me.

You know what, Nat, I think I'm going to go have a talk with Jason myself because someone needs to shut down Ms. Kelly-I-Can-Do-Whatever-The-Hell-I-Please. Unbelievable!

And I called Josh this afternoon to talk about what Cynthia told me and he didn't say a word to me about this morning. So what am I supposed to think? Is he protecting her? I left him another message but he's on the train right now and then in the subway so I have no idea when I'll hear from him.

You know, how does she get away with it? She has been hanging all over Josh for weeks now - and if it's not Josh it's Adam. Why does Jason put up with it? Why does everyone let her get away with this stuff? Everyone makes excuses for this girl. Well, I'm sorry but those days are through. You do not proposition another girl's boyfriend like that. I cannot believe she said, "you know you want to #$%#@^%$ me." I am so floored by this. I've been through quite a few girls who have been after Josh but no one has ever been so brazen about it.

The only good thing about that conversation is Josh's last words to her before he took off.

I'm sorry. I know this post makes no sense. I am just rambling because I am so outraged right now. When I finally compose myself I will write something more coherent. Right now I need to hit the gym. It will probably take hours on the treadmill to work off this anger.