I'm going up to New York tonight with Josh. One of his friends is having a party so we're going to go check it out. For some reason I'm really uneasy about it. I guess it's just nerves because I won't really know anyone there. Well, there's Keith, but he's not my biggest fan. We get along okay but I know he still holds a grudge. He thinks that I am the reason that Josh was miserable last year, and that may be true, but it doesn't take into account that Josh is the reason I was miserable last year. You'd think he could cut me some slack - especially since neither Josh nor I meant to hurt each other!

Okay, I can see that I'm just going to continue to rant if I keep writing about Keith so moving on...

Last night I went to Angelo's after dance class to listen to Josh play piano. His parents were there so I sat and talked to them for awhile. Mr. Anderson mentioned that he wants to sell their house! I almost freaked out! The Anderson's can't move. It wouldn't be right. I can't imagine them not living next to Aunt Lu. I mentioned it to Josh later that night but he shrugged it off. His father has wanted to sell their house for years and Mrs. Anderson always fights it. Phew! I was worried there. I can't imagine how sad it would be to look out my bedroom window at Aunt Lu's and realize the room across the way isn't Josh's. Way too weird.