Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I took the day off to go holiday shopping but I can't get myself moving. I'm so confused right now. I've been seeing Jack for the past few weeks and things have been going great, but then last night Natalie came to see me. She is moving out of the townhouse and cleaning up and she found an envelope in Molly's old room. It was full of the letters from Josh. Molly has taken the letters he sent me and kept them from me!

So Natalie gave them to me and left so that I could read them. They were the sweetest, most romantic letters I've ever read. I'm just feeling so many things this morning. I'm livid that Molly kept these from me. I'm crushed that Josh poured his heart out to me and I didn't know it. I'm confused because I really like Jack, but all I want to do is run to Josh to talk to him about thing. And I'm sad because Josh has started dating someone else and even if I want to forget Jack, I have no idea where Josh's heart is at this point.

So for the first time ever, I'm going to ask anyone who's reading this to comment on what I should do. Do I forget these letters and move on? Or do I throw caution to the wind and go find Josh?

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