Busy day - I'm working both jobs. Telecommuting from the dance studio. Hectic. I need to figure out where I'm going to focus my energies. Josh and I went out for brunch yesterday and had a long conversation about this. He thinks I'm burning my candle from both ends. Of course I think he is too - he's got this Friday night gig in Atlantic City every week for the next three weeks and he's going to start recording the spa album at night down in Philly. Between my two jobs and his three jobs, we're not going to see much of each other until May.

This past Friday was the just the beginning of it and it was really hard. I had a girl's night at my house to keep me occupied, but after everyone left I found myself missing him like crazy. Ugh...I never thought that we'd be married and still missing each other.

But back to my two jobs...I'm just not feeling passionate about either one. I'm grateful for my dad's company - it makes a lot of money, but it's not work that I live to do. The dance studio does okay. It's not as lucrative as my dad's business, but I was doing pretty well there. Of course, I lived in the upstairs apartment so I had no rent for years and that helped. It has been a good business, but I'm tired. I've lost my excitement for it.

I'm at a point where I feel like I need to make some decisions. Not right now, but in the future, I'd like to bring children into the equation and that doesn't seem like a possibility right now with all of the running around we're doing.