Monday, April 19, 2004

My geometry test on Thursday is going to be a nightmare. I know I should be working on it, but I can't. My mind just can't focus on it today. I feel like a new day has come. For the first time since I moved here, things are looking up.

Yesterday I went to the Philly's game for Lauren's b-day. I was on the fence about going because I knew everyone there would be younger, but it turned out to be great. I rode down with Lauren, her mom and her friends. When we got there her father and Josh were waiting with some of Lauren's other friends.

I ended up spending the afternoon talking and hanging out with Josh. It was amazing. For the first time since I moved her, I feel like I connected with someone naturally, instead of my forced friendships with Lindsay's friends. I told him how much I miss Florida, and hate geometry. He told me about his music and how he is going to NYU next year. I told him how I've always wanted to go to New York but I've never been. He said he'd take me some time.

After the game we all went to a place called "Nifty Fifties." It was a 1950's style restaraunt. Lots of fun! :)

I know it's silly. It was one afternoon, but I feel like I have renewed confidence in myself. I feel like I finally have a real friend.

Well, I guess I should stop wasting time and start on my math...

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