I'm going to Florida! Yippie! I can't wait. Tomorrow I'm getting on a plane and by lunch time I'll be home in Sunny, Sarasota. I can't wait to see my mom and Natalie. My grandparents (on my dad's side) are coming from Tennessee for the holiday. It's going to be a full house! I just hope my father can control himself for a few days.

I keep thinking about the situation with Josh...or, rather, the lack of situation with Josh. I'm thinking that maybe I really should just give up on him.

He's in college - in New York City. I'm sure the girls at NYU are a lot more grown up and sophisticated than I am. I'm a misplaced southern girl who's still in high school and will be for another year and a half. He probably thinks of me as a kid.

I think I'm just going to go to Florida and sit on the beach and try to forget him. I'm not even going to think about the fact that he's only going to be 45 minutes away. I'm going to call Nat and we're going to go out and have fun without any guys!