Molly bought The Rules book last night. We were going through it at lunch today and I can tell you I feel even more depressed about Josh. The book basically says that if he doesn't ask you out, he's not interested. :(

That's what's so weird...He doesn't ask me out, but he acts likes he is interested. He's so sweet whenever we're together and he will touch my arm or back when we're walking or talking. Why would he do that if he didn't like me? And the way he looks at me...I LOVE the way he looks at me... And Molly made a good point today. She said, "The guy is teaching you how to drive. He wouldn't do that if he didn't like you."

So why doesn't he ask me out!?!? Maybe The Rules is right. Maybe it's because I'm too available to him. Maybe I should hang back and let him pursue me a little...

On another note...I had the most vivid dream last night. Josh and I were sitting on a bench near the beach. It wasn't in Florida though because the beach didn't look like Florida and we were wearing sweat shirts. We were talking and it was like we were really together. That's all I remember of it, but it felt so real. I could smell and taste the salt air. I could feel the slight chill in the air. I could feel how wonderful it would be if I were Josh's girlfriend.

How am I ever going to get over this guy?