Last night was Josh's b-day party. The evening was great until the end. There was a girl there that I didn't know. Well, I found out that Josh had been dating her during March...up until the weekend of Kelly's b-day. Keith set him up with her but Josh wasn't that in to her and broke up with her once he found out I wasn't dating Tom. I was so mad at him when I found out that we ended up having a big fight. His position was that we weren't dating so he didn't owe me any explaination. My position was that he told me everything else but he left that out and it makes me suspicious of why. It was not good.

This morning he stopped over to talk. I apologized for ending the evening on a sour note and for freaking out as much as I did. He said he was sorry for not telling me. Then he told me he thinks we should "cool things off for awhile." He said I should be focusing on my school work and he's about to start summer session at the community college and thinks he should be focusing on that. It was pretty much his way of brushing me off without appearing like the bad guy.

I am so finished with him. I don't want to see him. I don't want to talk to him. I don't want to hear his name. I have wasted so much time on him and now that we were finally going somewhere he decides to blow the whistle on it. I just don't have time for that anymore. So as of now Josh Anderson is completely out of my life!