Ugghh... I think I've been spending too much time having fun and not enough time doing school work. My Chemistry grade is slipping and my Alg2/Trig teacher sent home a progress report for Aunt Lu to sign. Lets just say that the term "progress" really doesn't belong in the title of this report. I haven't made any progress. I don't know what to do. I'm definitely more of a social studies/English person and not much of a math/science person. I just don't want this to ruin my GPA. I have my sites on Columbia and while my Chemistry grade isn't horrible, my Algebra 2/Trig grade won't get me into Columbia. :(

I probably won't be able to leave the house once my father gets wind of this. He'll have Aunt Lu tie me to my desk.

At least I had one last night of fun yesterday. We had our choir concert. I love the spring concert because we always sing fun songs. We did a Broadway medley that I love. I'm going to miss singing it.

After the concert there was a little reception with punch and cookies. I found my mom, Aunt Lu, Uncle Bill and Aunt Linda in the cafeteria. My mom told me that Josh was there which surprised me because I didn't expect him to show up since he had a final yesterday afternoon.

I talked to my family and Molly's parents, and Lauren and Mrs. Anderson came over to talk to us. It was like a neighborhood gathering. Josh walked over and said hi to everyone and then put his arm around me, kissed my cheek and asked how my arm was. It was cute and I loved that he did that in front of everyone. It means he's not scared to show he cares!

Uncle Bill started joking about my many trips to the emergency room this weekend so I excused myself to get some punch. Josh walked over with me and we talked about his final and how he was packing up his things to move home on Friday.

We got interrupted a few times. Our choir director wanted to talk to Josh, Alex and Tom said hello, and Jennifer was crying because it was her last concert. But Nancy stayed away...it kind of surprised me!

I finally got to ask him about Dave and he said he wanted to leave Dave with a message: not to tangle with either him or me. I'm not really sure what to think of this. It's not Josh's style to behave like that. He usually handles things with more tact and diplomacy. On the other hand, Dave did serve me alcohol as a minor and while I was on heavy pain medication. But the police are involved and Dave is in big trouble. Shouldn't that be enough?

I told him that I don't want him playing vigilante on my behalf. He admitted that he has never reacted like that before and didn't know what got into him. He promised not to get further involved. The last thing I want is Dave charging Josh with assault! The whole thing is just so out of control. It makes me think that life would be so much easier if I just stuck to my studies for awhile.