I'm gone from mad to completely heartbroken. I know I said I wasn't going to give him another thought but I can't help it. I have wanted him so much for so long. I just can't believe it's over before it ever really started.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I keep hanging around this guy? It's always the same thing. Each time I get my hopes up, it always ends up being a disappointment. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. I have to get over him!!!!!!