I went to the Red Lobster last night with Josh's family. I love that place and we had a nice dinner.

After dinner Josh walked me to my door and said, "So are we going to the prom or should I be worried that you have another date?" How did I forget about the prom? I was so obsessed with it the past two years and this year it's like I didn't even think about it. Weird... I guess I've had other things on my mind - school, the dance studio, deciding on a college. But anyway, Josh and I are going to the prom and then to Molly's beach house afterwards.

I'm getting nervous about making my decision on a school for next year. I don't want to base my decision on Josh. I keep asking myself, "Do I want to go to school in New York because that's the best education in the best place for me? Or do I want to go to school in New York because I want to be close to my boyfriend?" I know I can't base a decision this big on him. I'm hoping that I'll have a better feeling about things after spending the weekend up there.