It's been exactly a year since Aunt Lu broke her hip and went to the hospital. I can't believe how different life is now. I was so sad last year at this time. This year I'm happy but starting to get nervous about college. I kept thinking I'd just go to a NY school, be near Josh and everything would be great, but now I'm having second thoughts. Molly wants to go to a school in New Jersey - I was also accepted there. I thought we were both going to go to school together in NY, but now she doesn't want to go up there. Then last night I got a call from Natalie who is thinking of going to the same school in New Jersey. Now I'm wondering if I should go there too. I just don't know.

My weekend in New York was a lot of fun. On Friday Josh took me to the area of the city where I might go to school next year. He wanted me to get familiar with the area and see if I'd want to live there. It's okay, but it's not as nice as Midtown.

Friday night we met up with some of his friends for dinner. I had never met them before but I seemed to hit it off really well with everyone. The only person I didn't click with was this girl, Nina, who seemed like she was mad all night. But her friend, Allison was really cool. We got along right off the bat and I could see us hanging out if I decide to go to school in New York.

On Saturday Josh and I had lunch with his aunt at Serendipity 3. Josh's aunt insisted that I try the frozen hot chocolate. Oh, my God! It was so good! Yum!

That night we went out for dinner and saw a movie. It was a nice weekend. I met some great new people, spent some quality time with Josh and got a feel for the city. I just wish I were more sure that I want to live there...