Tonight is the choir concert. I hope we do okay. There's one song that we've been struggling with.

I talked to Henry last night. He got offered the job as the Swim Club manager so his position is open. I'm thinking about applying for it but that position usually goes to someone in college. Jill won't be working there this summer so Josh is applying for her job as head lifeguard.

Josh will be home for Spring Break in a few days. We're going to Kelly's birthday party in Princeton on Saturday night. I remember going with Molly last year and being so heartbroken that he wasn't around. Thank God those days are over. I guess the drama of the whole thing made for more interesting blogging though.

I talked to him last night to see how he felt about me living in the city and he sounded really excited about it. I'm a little worried though. We really haven't lived in the same place as boyfriend and girlfriend. What if things don't work out? What if it's too much togetherness? What if being in New York puts a strain on our relationship?

The New York thing is starting to scare me a little. I have always wanted to live there. The thought of being in the middle of everything is so exciting but also so scary. What if it's too much? Too hectic? What if I can't keep up? Then I worry that although I've always wanted to live in New York, I'm basing my decision to go there on the fact that Josh is there. Do I really want to be that girl who follows her boyfriend around? What will happen when I'm homesick for Aunt Lu?