Josh and I went to the Sarasota Jungle Gardens today. We had a nice time walking around. I've been feeling down the past few days and Josh thought it would be good for me to go out and do something.

Yesterday we hung out with Natalie and she's been down too. I really don't understand how Jason could have gone back to Kelly when he had a chance with Nat. I get that he has history with Kelly but it's bad history. It's a shame that he missed his chance to start anew.

Nat went up to Gainesville to hang out with Patrick but I'll see her tomorrow night. Her father is having a big party and they invited Josh and I over. Patrick and Arie will be there too as well as a few girls that I kind of knew before I moved up north.

Speaking of people I once knew...Josh and I ran into Jeremy last night at the mall. Awkward. Josh knows that I dated someone last year when we were apart, but it was still weird. Seeing them side by side made it easy for me to see why Josh was the one that I wanted. Jeremy comes off as such a slimy jerk. Josh even said as we walked away, "what did you see in that guy?" A rebound. A distraction. A hope that it would dull the pain of my broken heart.

Well, I should probably go rescue Josh. I'm pretty sure my grandmother is telling him the story (for the millionth time) about how she wanted to be a police officer but in her day women didn't do that...on and on it goes. Seriously, I love my grandmother but I just don't see her as a cop.