This week we're doing the Fox Trot. Eric and I are dancing to "Am I Blue." It's ironic because this song rings true for me too. Not that Josh and I are breaking up or anything but I feel like our plans for August are falling through and there's one line that goes, "Am I blue? You'd be too if each plan with your man just fell through."

I'm not sure when he's going to be back now. It was supposed to be this weekend and then it got postponed to some time next week and now he thinks he might be the following week. I just wish he'd get back so we can have some of our summer together!

Rehearsals are going well. Eric really is a natural. He picks things up so quickly. He gets the steps down fast so we can focus more on technique. It really helps set us apart from the rest. The judges love Eric, but the crowd isn't as enthusiastic about him as I'd hoped. Last year the women rallied around Josh. They had this weird love affair with him and were dedicated to showing up and voting for him. I don't get the same feeling from the audience this year. They can make or break us. I just hope they make us.