Saturday night turned out to be a really great night. Molly and I got to Angelo's a little after 9:00 and the first thing I saw was Josh surrounded by his groupies. I must have looked disgusted because Mona told me to wipe the look off my face, and reminded me that those women are big supporters of the dance studio that I'm about to buy. I'm going to try to be more patient with them going forward.

So the guys were on stage singing and I have to admit, although begrudgingly, that the guy who replaced Josh is pretty good. He's not Josh, but he's good. Anyway, they were singing and Josh came over to talk to us. His family was there and a lot of Angelo's regulars were around. Molly and I were hanging out with Lauren and Denise for most of the night.

The guys sang "I Only Have Eyes For You" and Josh and I danced together. It's one of our songs. He pulled me real close, and it felt real good, but I reminded myself that I can't settle for three minutes. I need more.

The guys pulled Josh up on stage to sing "The Morse Code of Love" and "O What A Night" which are two of the songs he used to sing. I was hoping he'd sing "This I Swear" but he didn't. It's not like the song was ever really for me, but I kind of felt like it was for me. Or maybe it was wishful thinking.

The guys also sang the song, "Denise" to Ron's wife Denise. Which is kind of funny since Alex does most of the singing. I guess Ron's bass voice can't hit those high notes. We all danced around her and then they followed up with more fast songs. Lauren and I did some swing dancing. I danced one more time with Josh towards the end of the night. I told him that he should be on stage and he responded with, "right now, I think I'm right where I need to be." He always does that...says the perfect thing.

So that was the evening. Josh and I had some moments but nothing earth shattering. I still want to be with him, but I know that I can't. And for now, I'm okay with it. I'm just going to keep on doing what I'm doing. I'm moving on with my life and hoping that someday I will find someone new.