Tonight is the night. Will it be Mark? Or will it be Lauren? My instinct is Lauren. She's got Josh's "fan club" behind her. I love Lauren, but I think Mark should win. He has really proven himself over the past few weeks. I was watching him at dress rehearsal last night and he looked really good. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I can't really campaign for him because most of my friends will be voting for Lauren.

Tomorrow night is our date. I'm kind of nervous about it. I think I might like him more than I thought. I know it won't go anywhere though. He goes to school in Boston so we probably will just have this one date. And if I were going to have a long distance relationship, we all know who that would be with.

I think this is just the thing for me: a date with a guy who I like but have no expectations for. I don't have to worry about getting hurt, or hurting him. I don't have to feel guilty about the fact that he comes in second to Josh. I can just enjoy the date. That's my plan anyway.

Well, I need to get moving. Call time at the dance studio is in a half hour and I have to round up all of my stuff!