Yesterday afternoon Mona calls me and asks me if I can sing tonight. Jennifer was supposed to sing, but she got called back for an audition in New York and doesn't think she'll be home in time. So I agreed to sing. The only hitch is that two dancers are going to dance to the song so I have to sing the song that Jen was going to sing. Well, the song Jen was going to sing is called "I'll Never Love This Way Again." Seriously.

So I finally decide I'm going to get on with my life and then I find out I have to sing a song called "I'll Never Love This Way Again." I just have to laugh because it's like some cosmic joke. Oh, well. Maybe it will be my last tribute to Josh.

There's actually a line in the song that I like. It's "A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday." It's time for me to move forward. I know that I'll always love Josh, but I hope that there's enough room in my heart for someone new because Josh is 3,000 miles away and I don't think he's coming back.

I also found out last night that Jenna isn't coming back this week. That means I have to get Mark through tonight, and the semi-finals so that Jenna can dance with him again at the finals. Talk about pressure. The up side is that if anyone is up to the challenge it's Mark. He does like to party, and he does get distracted easily, but he also is a great dancer. I can't believe how much improvement I've seen in just a week. It's amazing.

If we get through this week we'll be doing the Samba and the Quickstep next week. It will be a challenging week. I'm hoping we can do our Samba to "Hips Don't Lie" and our Quickstep to "Puttin' On The Ritz." I put in our requests last night.

Well, that's all for now! I have to meet up with Mark in an hour to do some last minute fine tuning for tonight.