I wasn't in the mood to go to the cafeteria today and deal with Jennifer and Lindsay, so I brought my lunch to the library and figured I'd fill you in on what's been going on...

This morning Jen and Lindsay were bad mouthing Molly. I think they do it to manipulate me from being friends with her. It's really getting annoying. I love my cousin and I appreciate that she and Jennifer have let me hang out with them, but I'm getting tired of them trying to run my life! Why can't I be friends with them and with Molly?

Dave asked me to hang out with him on Friday night. I think we're going to go to a movie. I really like hanging out with him, but I'm still confused about what kind of relationship he wants with me. Does he want friendship or something more? It's frustrating because I think he's a great guy, but the "something more" idea scares me. Would it be right to date him when my heart really wants Josh? And how can I stop it from wanting Josh?

Speaking of Josh, this girl, Wendy, was all over him on Saturday at the orientation. She was throwing herself at him, and he didn't seem to mind. GRRRR! I don't know where this girl came from, but I'm going to have to deal with her all summer. She's a lifeguard at the pool which means she'll have constant access to Josh. :(

Aside from Wendy, the orientation went well. I'm going to be the head counselor for the drama group, and Lauren is going to be my C.I.T. We'll do the camp from 9:00 - 12:00 Monday through Thursday. All the campers have to take swimming lessons, but the rest of the time we'll be rehearsing a play to put on at the end of the summer. Lauren and I are going to get together next week to throw around some ideas for the play.

The rest of my hours at the club will be at the snack bar. That should be fun too, because Molly works there, so at least I'll have someone that I know to work with. The only problem with having two assignments is having two bosses - the camp director and the snack bar manager, plus the activities director seems real hands-on so I'll probably have to deal with him also. It's going to be hectic.

Well, I should go so that I can study my geometry before lunch is over. I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO BE OUT! I'm so tired of geometry homework!

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