I feel a renewed energy from being back in the competition. We worked on the Cha Cha last night. Tonight Mark and I rehearse for the first time one-on-one. I’ve got my choreography figured out and I think it’s going to be a good number. After rehearsal we’re going to a party at Janine’s house (she’s another contestant). I’m really looking forward to it.

I feel like I’m getting back to myself. I’ve made it through the wilderness and I’m ready to get on with my life again. I don’t know if I’ll ever find another love like Josh, but I do know that I can’t spend my time sitting around feeling bad. It’s time to get back to the land of the living.